This whole summer made me realize that a lot of bitches are fucking fake and if they dont call u then ur not friends with them. like my whole thing is...if you are not there for me emotionally, physically and everything then u cant be friends with me. cause im there for people when they are lonely, having fun, pissed off and everything. and i count five people who are there for me:
1. Jessica who is my best friend
2. Katie who is amazing and understanding
3. Jeremy who is also amazing and understanding
4. Rob ever though we are exactly alike
5. Duane & Cedric...they are kinda half but not really.
it didnt use to be like this which is said...people picked certain things and made it like this. cause i call at least once a day. maybe i shouldnt and just erase every memory of people in my past life. cause they dont care they think about themselves and how "much" they have now. like seriously me and rob were talking about this...we can have our own laguna beach cause so many people are just MEAN.
like im looking at the broader picture...im turning 20 in 10 days...who have been there for me this whole summer? hmm...maybe they should stay with me and all the 13-19 year old chris friends should just go...cause ur not worth it. im sick of always being the one making the first move. and im annoyed...cant talk to u in person and not even on the phone. we arent friends...just think about it.
Well my birthday is on the 12th...
my parties are
Aug 11th at Menjos and Ineundo
Aug 12th dinner at Red Robin or Applebee's then head over to Necto
Aug 13th Goldcoast.
DO NOT BRING PEOPLE I DONT KNOW OR CARE FOR...
THINGS I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY:
WEBCAM- CEDRIC U PROMISE
Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince
The New Coldplay, Missy Elliot, Ciara, Cds
if u buy me clothes make sure its a small shirt not large...im not fat like some people Oops! ha!
ANY BRITNEY SPEARS STUFF THAT I DONT HAVE ALREADY I NEED TO DECORATE MY ROOM
BED BATH AND BEYOND OR TARGET CERTIFICATES...FOR MY DORM +p
Aqua teen hungerforce dvds
hopefully people will come to my parties...i will love u forever
hopefully people will read this...say eww all u want. i dont care...time to make my myspace.com account so i can make fun of pathetic people...
tomorrow...i am hanging out with Jessica and we are going to be on Campus....god its cool that her and i will be a sidewalk apart. this school year is gonna be chaotic.
ive met three new guys....
Terry who lives near Novi...very nice guy...but is a bit older...ask me.
Then there is Eric very sweet guy who is 19
and then there is Ryan who is HOTTT 29 and is amazing kisser but rob says he is drug attic...well he works for rock finacial "DAVID HALL". and lives in Novi..
YES NO GUYS WITH THE LETTERS J THANK GOD. I AM NEVER GOING OUT WITH ANOTHER J AGAIN...TOO MUCH PAIN.
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