Last night was a bad night. I am so fucking stress out by people and how the treat me. Like my one friend hasnt said one educated thing to me and is full of who is skinny which he think is supreme and its like are u fucking serious. then my other i really dont know about anymore and that scares me. he gets caught and he doesnt realize what is going on and he just wanna have fun. and to me thats not cool when ur friend meaning me is crying in the car and u go leave with some guy. to me that is fucking shitty. so what is a boy to do? i dunno you tell me. and i feel like my bf everytime he calls me these i feel like he is gonna break it off i dunno. and i am just so sick of everything right now and i feel like i can explode at any moment.